Finding Strength. . .

This week has been an incredibly hard week for us. Although our focus has never waivered, our endurance has definately been weakened.
In addition to our fading patience, financial worries, heavy hearts regarding what lies ahead for the children of Guatemala and many other things, our dear friends (adopting a beautiful baby girl) were given some very disappointing news. They are facing a potential long wait in getting a signature on one of the documents. This is a major blow and one that we feel so heavy hearted about. We ask that you join us in our prayers to ease their sadness and help them keep sight on the fact that their "little girl" will come home as soon as God deems it the right time.

As of today, we have not yet re-entered PGN. We are trying hard not to focus on "where we are not" but rather focus on "where we have been". We have come so far in this process. We have already conquered major milestones and are nearing the end of this very difficult road.

I want to give attention to some of the most amazing things I am experiencing through all of this:

For every ten people that listen to our story and say "Hey great - good luck", one person says nothing and ponders our efforts in their own quiet moment and gently whispers "Your making a difference, and that matters" in ways that are simply breathtaking. ---It is this very thing that gives us strength.

Just when we think that we have not one ounce of energy to go on, there is some blessing that sweeps us off our feet and gives us a rest while you prepare for the next hurdle. ---For all of you that have delivered these blessings, Thank You.

When the morning comes and I can barely drag myself out and face another day of this fight to bring Anthony home, I hear the pitter patter of my daughters footsteps coming up the stairs.--- and I am reminded of why I am doing this.

Today I have been showered with very unexpected love and support from some of my newest friends. My day began with a "thinking of you" card, a beautiful book of encouragement, a bouquet of pink roses, a guardian angel pin of hope, and a magnet/plaque that states my new mantra (I have written it below). ---Thank you for getting to know me well enough to see that I needed your love and support, going out of your way to send it to me, and for encouraging me without asking any questions. It is my honor to call you my friends. xo

Remember What Is Most Important . . .

It's not having everything go right;

it's facing whatever goes wrong.

It's not being without fear;

It's having the determination

to go on in spite of it.

Remember that every day ends

and brings a new tomorrow

full of exciting new things.

Love what you do,

do the best you can,

and always remember

how much you are loved.